12.8.03 :::
 
ok

so it didn't really work out with Zhao... too bad.. he's HOT
LOL John thought he was pinoy all this time.

anyhow

so i've got a few options now... ^_^

and when did Jason [Genivieve's kuya] start working at EYEMASTERS... man i'm DEFINITELY getting all my eyewear needs from there from now on ^_^ LOL

yes-- yet again i get bebe frames. dude they're the best ones there. they don't carry that neo somethingerother line anymore. =/ they had nice frames too, even though my ma would never buy them for me... aaaah well.

yea the Visible Changes display had a BAND HALL in it. LOL


yawn-- i'm lamer tired

4 Things


Name 4 things you have done today:

- sleep

- eat

- yawn

- get online



Name 4 things you are thinking about right now:

- laundry

- packing

- clubbing

- birthday parties



Name 4 scents you love:

- lavander

- green tea

- jasmine

- Emporio Armani



Name 4 things you'd never wear:

- Neon Pink cotton shorts

- the 80s Molly Ringwald \'16 candles\' look

- ugly shoes

- fake Sanrio



Name the last 4 things you have bought:

- instant dinners

- candy

- meals

- party cover



Name 4 things drinks you regularly drink:

- milk

- water

- orange juice

-



Name 4 bands/groups most people don't know you like:

- Left of Zed

- BEP

- S.E.S.

- sexbomb



Name 4 bad habits you have:

- peeling my nails

- picking at my hair/scalp

- flirt and not know it

- shopaholic



Name 4 things you wish you had:

- money

- car

- driver\'s liscence

- reading and writing profficiency in 5 Asian languages



Name 4 people who know you best:

- Herman

- Diem

- Vinh

- Caroline



This survey was taken at powersugoi.net!


I THINK I'M ALLERGIC TO MY HOUSE!!!!!


::: posted by bijin at 12:59 AM

18.5.03 :::
 
i met a cute Chinese guy back home.

whoda thunk

all i had to do was go home.


LOL


I MUST MASTER FRECKLES!


http://wolf.cheats4us.org/pimptest/index.php?x=82751


^_^


::: posted by bijin at 8:11 PM

21.3.03 :::
 
it said
CONGRATS!
You're a Cosmopolitan! You're modern, hip, and always in fashion. Yep, a regular slave to society.


i'm watching direct effect...

the war blows, we just got out of mexico when the war was on.
the next morning we were watching coverage form bagdad.
mexican stations are there but i odn't think there are MANY american reporters.

where we wre it was all mexican stations- sucks for us english speakers
plus there was a lot of war coverage... not much time for watching the novelas.
i love tv novelas



::: posted by bijin at 8:45 AM

 

Which Avril Lavigne Song Are You?


just came back form community service

don't want to talk about the whole asian girl drama thing

it's over
but
i'm still bitter
and not to mention
unhappy about how the situation panned out

screwed over by two arts in one year
aiiiiiiiii ya


anyhow


i finally got some decent internet service right now.
my oppa fixed it for me

i'm waiting for chan to get back so we can go to the park on sunday...
he siad he got me something in new york
yay!


my socks smell...

i should go



i got this and gin and tonic

I'm a Cosmopolitan, discover your ALcoHoLiC personality!
i really don't understand how i'm not a strawberry daquiri
when i go shopping
all teh guys look at me like all they want to do is fuck me... so how iam i not a strawberry daquiri?
the world willl never know...


::: posted by bijin at 8:41 AM

20.12.02 :::
 
next stop: P.I.
hmmm wonder how this trip will pan out.

my parents are telling m e we may visit state side relatives this ummer.
i want to see ching-ching.
she's a teenager now.
i haven't seen her in years.
she's cute!
she'll probably be a heart breaker.

awwww


and alexander was well

those two are so cute and charming
hehe


i can't wait to see them again!

::: posted by bijin at 5:34 PM

 
i've told you of my bad luck, ne? ok: here's the recap
so i met a nice guy just yesterday. wow a nice FILIPINO how often does that happen?
he's a friend of Kuya A. we were hanging out at 1970's [now Tea of Love ???] anyway
so we're about to leave, me, Ryan, Mei-Mei, Andrew [sandi], Andrew [token puti boi jp jp jp], kuya's kuya, Pheobe, Jama [Pheobe's property], Will, Sheryl [sp? Will's property], crap and that cute girl who doesn't drink caffeine!
then this filipino Andrew guy shows up. he's from Katy...
maybe that's why he's a bit nicer? eh *shrug* anyway so we leave for the Galleria area, demo ... not before mei-mei and i have a stab at him.
kare wa choo kawaii! "samui desu, ne?" aiiiii! choo ka-wa-iiiiiii!!!! escond filipino that reminds me of Arima except he's a bit dark and goofy.
anyway-- his heart goes out to someone else [ha! how lucky am I?] and he's telling me and mei mei of his circumstances. it seems depressing. "anata no situation daikirai desu." "it never really phased me." but it seems to bother him. i mean if he's going to wear a ring to symbolize how much he likes her... but maybe i'm reading to much into his ring...

demo...

his situation is still depressing, she seems to hurt him. and he WAS HURT last night. but he's a nice friend. he let me sleep in his lap ^_~* at Tri Ky

lol

when we suggested Tri Ky [mei mei's suggestion] he-- "holy..."

silly, "as long as i odn't get jumped."
"you don't care about being shot...?"
"oh shot's ok, i just don't want to get jumped."


the person he's interested in, he said lives inner city
he was jumped by her homeboys...
gir's got protection
i supposed i could compare it to the DEBUT... if i SAW IT!

sigh


he's like Arima-kun... demo goofy.
and i don't think Arima-kun would play pool. at all.

i've met a model student.

*sigh*
{ start whining]
why do i have to be so lucky?
*sarcasm, btw*

i woke up at around one

the whole time i was at TK i was nauseous due to his circumstances.
i felt bad he was being hurt by the one he cares the most about...
demo
i don't want to get involved... he's not asking me to of course
but i think f i think about it too much it's the same way as getting involved, ne?

but id din't want to be insensitive and not listen, actually i was very curious as to his situation. but it's probably been long standing and even more complicated than he made it already seem. aiiiiiiiiii ya! FILIPINOS ARE SO COMPLICATED


it never works out for me

i finaly meet a DECENT FILIPINO... and he's involved in situations of his won... and he's soooo kawaiii! especially when he talks and smiles.... he smiles with his eyes!!!!


awww, i never have any luck.
{ /end whining]

::: posted by bijin at 5:28 PM

11.12.02 :::
 


what color are you?

hahahaaa




I'M A CHEERLEADER!!!!


yea!


have i posted my wishlist yet?
cry me a river... ooooooh
i like this song better than his first, even though it was so cool bc of PHARELL

holy crap Pharell is hot.


w i s h l i s t


i swear the girl in his video looks like Brittney until she gets out of the shower.
i never watch the whole thing.
how is she cheating?



::: posted by bijin at 3:25 AM

8.12.02 :::
 
i had a dream just now about a.a.b.

i'm not even going to try to disguise this
it's not like he'll find this anyway.


[this was a dream setting, i have not seen this place yet in real life]
there was a play area next to a library
he was chasing stephany, or something. R.Ky was there. there was a lot of dirt.
stephany looked different she had long black hari in a pony tail, tall and slender.

i tried to go to the library from where they were
i waved before they played chase.

my friend and i were stranded for some reason from our group.
so i left her somewhere looking for my id telling her that i'd be back.

i'm waiting for a time to cut through.

R.Ky introduces me to stephany, but i remind him he has done that sometime before.
he asks how i'm doing.
ok.

i am about to cry.

i leave for the library.


there are a lot of steps.
i go inside to this other entrance.
thre is a line of women with children trying to get out.
like an airline line for a bathroom i guess.
they speak in french.
then a woman says, 'not even a bathroom here,' huh

then i go to another area.
i look for another floor, there is none, it is dark inside.
so many computers.
i sit on the side stairs that go now where.
art sees me
he sits by me.
i remember typing
he says
you know we don't have to be 'together.' all the time, the full sense.
maybe not for you, but for me that sucks.


that's the first dream about art i've had i think.

this means i still care.


i only have dreams about guys if i truly care.
i don't think i even had dreams about Mike O.
and i know i didn't have dreams about S.Phu N.


so what does this all mean.
there wre swings on the park area, everything was intwined.
me and adriana were stranded.
i felt guilty about leaving her somewhere.


mr. falkin?
i wonder who he is...


i wonder most about this though: why did i have sucha dream about a.a.b.
he confessed something to me.
does he care about me still?

sitting w/ me in the dark, confessing to me...
he can't tell me anything when anyone else is around.
noting but poeple on computers around us.
blue glow, blacl of night, room with no escape...

analyze this. blah.



i guess if he still cares, he can't admit it to public because he cares but he's scared.
he doesn't care enough to make a full effort for me.


if he even cares....


so i had a dream about a.a.b.

i wonder what that means.

::: posted by bijin at 12:30 PM

17.11.02 :::
 
yea so my mom called about an hour or so ago
::checking call log::
nope, 8.20.30p, about two hours ago.
talked for
::checks call log::
00:06:58 minutes


she's being accussing again. this whole dallas trip, it's bad enough i haven't been to an airport by myself, plus the added fees bc of september 11, but now this...


i don't have to drink or smoke or anything. i'm just going to chill.

so anyhow... i notice the crisis charcter i am... "you have a bit of a temper"

my roomie Thi was reading it, and i looked at it too.
i DO have a temper don't i?



how the fuck?
dumb ass piece of shit
you were never there for me emotionally and at first you thought i was anorexic and presed me to watch those specials on tv about anorexia

i'm done for now.


::: posted by bijin at 10:49 PM